[He takes another long drink, stalling from replying.

Part of him wants nothing more than to talk about Shara. But the rest of him - he doesn't know if he can handle it.]

... I don't know that I can. [He handed the bottle back.]

It wasn't - like yours or Kay's. It wasn't based in anything real, or anything in the past. It just... [He trailed off, frowning.]

Pilot's don't have a long life expectancy.